Relapse

I thought about Drew today...

I havent seen him or spoken to him since a week before i left NY at the beginning of the school year.

When I thought about him today, it wasn't on a romantuc level. More like a feeling like something wasn't right. Like something is wrong. I've grown to be very protective of him even when its him thats cause himself harm.

Drew has changed since we were together 3 years ago. I won't blame his current girlfriend, however since they got together, he has picked up a few habits that I do not approve of and that I know just are not him. Or maybe it is him and I just didn't see it at the time.

All I know is, that when drew is hurt, no matter where I am or what I'm doing, I know because I sort of feel it too. Its strange. To have that connection wit a person where their pain is your pain.

I hope he's alright. Its been harder and harder to get in touch with him over time. Maybe I'll call him later. *sigh*