2 Years

welp...I can't sleep.

I have a 6 page paper due at 9:00 AM Monday morning but I havent even glanced in my reading's direction. Instead I've taken a nap, watched The Vampire Diaries online and hung out with Ashlee in my room.

I'm such a procrastinator... it's quite sickening. But I will get the work done. I'l just be uberly stressed out about doing it.

But thats not what this post is about. I am making this post because lately I've been feeling REALLY LONELY! Mostly because I've realized its been 2 years since my last relationship. Not to mention, the guy that I like is at home in NY while I'm at school. It sucks majorly but what can I do? *sigh*

And feelings that I've tried to burry are starting to spring up again. Of coarse triggered by m loneliness.

All my friends r "boo'd up". While my "boo" is in NY where another girl he's been talking to is also. So needless to say, she has the upper hand in winning his heart. She was there first. UGH! >:o

But I'm trying not to dwell on it so much.

Relz said I have to STOP looking. But I'm becoming restless. Its like a child waiting for Christmas. I want my gifts already dammit!!!!