I wish I Owned a Glock

Its only 12:oo PM and already I want this day to be over!!!!! Right now I wish I owned a glock. Thats a really big and powerful hand gun for those that don't know. Not to actually shoot anyone but to just smack the shit out of just about everyone! Its the first day of spring, my spring break is finally here, I'm going home to see my family and friends and have more fun. Therefore I shoul dnot be this upset when I was only awake for about 5 hrs.! But I am. And it allll started with last night.

I WILL REPEAT THIS FOR THE 10000000th TIME: MAN UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just do it! This goes for both men and women. Just grow the fuck up!

I was on facebook and I commented on a picture that a group of us had taken. I said it was a cute picture only one person wasn't paying attention and another was blocking the face of someone else. Thats all the comment said. But of coarse, LITTLE BOYS have to try and be funny so one comments "Lets talk about what you were blocking" and two others proceed to instigate and hype the situation.

Long story short, it turned into going back and forth and me finding out that one was angry because i took condoms out of his room in DECEMBERR and the othere was mad because I was in the same room as he and my firend who he likes and soo they fele like I was cock blocking.

FIRST OF ALL!!!!!! I WANTED SOOOO BADLY TO JUST FLAT OUT INSULT THE BOTH OF THEM AND BELITTLE THEIR MANHOOD SO MUCH RIGHT THERE ON THE INTERNET FOR EVERYONE TO SEE!!!!! MY FINGERS WERE ITCHING TO TYPE OUT "FUCK YOU, SUCK MY DICK YOU PUSSY ASS BITCH!!!" But I restrained myself and had a lot more class than the did.

Instead I got subliminal with my status and decided to give my friend a condom to deliver to to the boy that was angry that I took all of his. He is one of those people that people warn you about but u still talk to them and then ater awhile, realize that the warning should have been aken serously on your part.

THen this morning I had to deal with this bullshit about how I am getting home for my break. I was supposed to be traveling back to NY with three friends but because they are so unorganized and unscheduled I ended up bailing on them and I am now traveling home by myself. I can't stand things that are unscheduled or unplanned or last minute. I truly HATE it. Things like that are only fun or cool in certain situations. when it comes to traveling though, I need a plan. It HAS to be a plan. No ifs, ands or buts. I'm sorry but thats just how I am. I need some type of structure. To me, when there is no plan, thats when things get messy and out of control.

I have a headache now. I just want to pistol whip everyone. I'm on the edge. People rarely see this side of me and I hope the full extent of my frustration and etc does not expose itself because I will loose A LOT of friends. But many people take my calm, mellow, sweet attitude asweak when that is not the case at all. I may be a sweet girl but when I'm a bitch, I am a BITCH. That is fair warning to tjose that try to test me. Please do not mak eme call you out because I will looooooove to air things out.

On a happier note though, Tye texted me and made me feel a little better this morning. He's a sweetheart and I hope I get to hang with him over the break.

Anywho, I'm going to end this ranting and say adios. I'll try to write over the break if something worth writing about comes up. I think I'll call Stephie now and vent. Ughhhh.

~Noelle