She's my Left hand

So its been awhile since I last blogged. I'm sorry. I've been caught up with school and trying not to fail our of college. Bu on of the only true friends I have here at my school did something for me that I just HAD to post here. I've been going through a few things with guys and friends and stuff and she's ALWAYS there for me. So my dear freind, Lavel, wrote this poem for me. Thank you Lavel!

This is dedicated to NOELLE... choose the rite path.... u r the reazin i wrote this lol ..th 'I' is you.... and the story is motivation

Torn between my different mind frames is this love or am I the silly girl stuck in a players game?, the world spins faster than the bullets of a desert eagle,

But still

My heart beats slow.

Torn between my two mind frames is this real? or is it me trying to make myself feel, Truth is love isn’t all its cracked up to be, or is it lust that plagues my mind so dramatically. This this silly little girl forced to be called naïve, plays with the sharks in the middle of the sea, thinking these hungry beasts will never hurt me!!! This this strong willed determined woman, smiles at the skys never wishing to fly, the danger is clear and she knows she serves no purpose up there.

Torn between my different mind frames is this love or am I the silly girl stuck in a players game? People blame it on god, how could he hurt me so? How could he not give me the things that I am supposed to know?

Young girl that’s one thing you must understand, god cannot control the actions, of man, it is up to you to choose the right path, is it really his fault that you ended up last?

Torn between my different mind frames is this love or am I the silly girl stuck in a players game?, time slows down the road is split will u follow the “yellow brick road “ to success or the good one you overlook or will u follow the rubble path to the life of a sideline?

See once you go you can never turn back would you rather hear “so beautiful”, or “bitch bring it back”

I made my choice based on one mind frame, trying to connect the two was causing me to go insane!!!, if I picked the rite road life would never be the same,

So I did

Followed my path wondering what the end result would be, and I think I found the answer, for this world was made for ME