Lets Do This Right

Ah yes. I'm slowly but surely becoming more consistant with my blogging. Aren't you all proud of me? =oD

So, I've been put in the ARISE program at my school. This is for students that have a cumulative GPA lower than 2.0. My GPA is currently a 1.8. I'd like to thank my french class that I took this summer for that (bitter face). HOWEVER! I will not say that I did not slack off. I have been slacking. IMMENSELY slacking.

Its a shame that I only start to work hard when I'm about to lose something. This time, my finacial aid and housing assignment are in jeapordy. They both require a minimum of 2.0. Therefore I have to get a 3.0 for the semester in order to bring my cumulative GPA up to at least a 2.3 so that my finacial aid is not dropped nor my housing.

And as I sat in the room, listening to all the requirments of the program, I came to a conclusion. Take this opportunity to improve not only my GPA, but my self as a person in general! This includes my grades, how I spend my money, and my physical, mental and emotional health. An all around make-over.

I fgure I've already started with one change once I cut my hair. But this goes deeper into that. This is about Noelle as a whole person.

I've been complaining about being single so much when in reality, I know why I am. I know the mistakes that I keep repeating over and over again. So I have to stop it. I have to change it. I also know that I have to do better in school and stop being so lazy. I know that I'm not totally happy with the way my body is but once again, I am too lazy to work out or eat properly.

I also have to try and have a better relationship with my family. Call home more. See how my grandparents are. Stop getting wrapped up in the non-sense and get FOCUSED o.O! I'M GOING TO BE 20 YEARS OLD SOON! I want to be treated as an adult, it's time that I start behaving like one.

So if I am going to do this, I have to do it RIGHT. Starting Tuesday (I say Tuesday because it is now Thursday and Labor Day weekend is this weekend) I am on the road to change. People have to change in order to learn and grow. If everyone stayed the same, where would we be? NO WHERE! So its a positive change.

Wish me luck!

I'm wrapping this up because I have gym in less than an hour...maybe after I'll come back to my room and STUDY! =o) I really hope I can stay motivated. Feel free to lend me some supportive words and all. I'd do it for you!

~Noelle